My Way

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2009-03-25T05:16:00.000-07:00

以前
为别人而活
为别人的喜感到快乐
为别人的怒打抱不平
为别人的哀么被不乐
为别人的乐一起欢笑

现在
只为自己活
什么事都不想再理了
喜，怒，哀，乐，
只是生命中常有的事
又何必那么在意呢?

im still alive

2009-03-20T19:47:00.000-07:00

yes..
everyday study till so late made me tired..
made me moody..
cause every stupid things happened in skul
are annoying,
so damn fan thinking of them..

and something else as well..

my valentine's

2009-02-19T17:15:00.000-08:00

yea my valentine's..

got no mood now..
dun wanna write abt it..

so, i think i jz post some pix ll do..

2009-02-20T04:14:00.000-08:00

dun ever talk to me..
i dun wanna listen to whatever u say..
its meaningless to me..
and dun ever ask me to help u..

1st day of my uni

2009-02-16T01:46:00.000-08:00

omg...
really wan pengsan d..
so so so so so so so
STRESS..

most of the students here very geng..
think im da most cha 1..
they know so many abt china..
but,
wat i know is so LIMITED..><

really mentally and physically exhausted..
need to walk all da way frm dat stupid bus stop to study place..
oh no..........

am i ok?

2009-02-04T06:04:00.000-08:00

quite down these days....
maybe u are sick..
making me sick as well..
heart sick.......
seeing u so suffer my tears come out
uncontrollable..

feelings..

2009-01-02T06:51:00.000-08:00

i thought i am STRONG..
i thought i wont be like dis..
i thought i wont cry so easily..
i thought i wont miss u so much..

i thought.........
i can get use to it..
when u cant company me for the whole day...

all are only wat I THOUGHT of..

the pieces of my HEART are MISSING u..
i need u right now..

gu dan

2009-01-02T06:30:00.000-08:00

hen jiu mei you online le..
ke neng shi yin wei zhi dao ym mei you online ba..
dao zhi wo gen ben bu xiang shang wang..
gan jue shang wang hen mei yi shi..

wu lun ru he,
jin tian de wo zhong yu zai zhe..
kan le kan papa de blog,
guo ran zheng de hen emo..

lian ai bu shi jian kai xin, xing fu de shi ma?
wei he gao de zi ji jiang tui shang?
shi ar,
xian zai de wo bing bu hen kuai le..

mei you ni yi zheng tian pei wo de re zi,
wo zheng de jue de hen gu du..
wu shi wu ke dou zai xiang ni,
guo de hao ma?
chi bao le ma?
gong zuo shun li ma?
lei ma?
xiang wo ma?

zhe ji wan wo ji hu dou shi ku zhe shui zhao de..
yin wei tai xiang ni,
xin teng ni..
shi wo you zai ci ruo lei..

wu fa gao shu ni wo you duo nan shou,
yin wei....
wo bu xiang rang ni chao xin..
na yang wo hui geng xin tong de..

i miss u so much..

3 Days 2 Nights family Genting Trip

2008-12-16T23:40:00.000-08:00

yo yo people..
please read this carefully..

date : 20 DEC (sat) to 22 DEC (mon)
time : 7:40 a.m. **gather at KL CENTRAL (genting bus station)

THINGS TO BRING

1. a small bag (maybe ur skul bag @ watever) **put drinking water, biscuit, bread, small towel & ur shirt in case u need to clean up in this bag, as u guys know we do nt slp in the hotel on the 1st day so bring watever things dat u need with u the whole day..

**pls make sure ur other things that u do not need on the 1st day are in the other bag, dun mix together..

2. CASH

*pls bring RM75.50 and give it to shuying on the way to GENTING..

this amount is for ur TRANSPORT FEES + THEME PARK(all park) RM50.30 , ACCOMODATION RM23.88 & SNACKS RM1.40..

*bring extra RM60 to RM100 will be enough for dining in the restaurants(2meals) & other unexpected expenses like movie @ other activities..

3. bring ur clothes!!! this is a must lo..hahah..

4. bring some CUP MEE, BISCUITS, BREAD, INSTANT DRINKS(milo @ coffee etc) for 1st day LUNCH & SUPPER, 2nd day BREAKFAST, DINNER & SUPPER, 3rd day BREAKFAST..if u guys dun mind use extra $ to eat outside at the restaurants u can jz do it..this is optional cz dun wan u guys spend too much..

~we ll try to book hotel for the first day when we reach..if we get it then it is good but if not, then we ll need to stay outside maybe at McD or other places?! so pls be prepared of this, sry for that.. we cant even bathe for the whole day so make sure u bathe early in the morning before gather at KL CENTRAL..

~we ll be checking in to THEME PARK HOTEL at 3pm on the next day.. & all of us bathe & rest for a while then go for other activities like movie or watever (dat time only discuss yea)..

Hope u guys ll have fun there and remember to bring everything that u need especially for those who are sick @ ll get sick very easily pls remember to bring ur medicine along with u!!!

thats all..

okays, see ya there!!! =)

go?dun go? go!dun go!

2008-12-10T23:11:00.000-08:00

go?dun go?
go!dun go!
?????????

arghh~
headache headache..
should i go?
i dunno..
fan fan fan arghh...
yish~

go,
then ll be super inconvenient for me..
and sure very sien..
HL & HT dun wan go oso..
haih..
then i go for wat wo..

dun go,
mayb some of them ll chop me..
always reject them..
sigh..
but long time dint see ANGIE & KY d wo..

how leh..
fan arghhh~
wat shud i do??????

im back

2008-12-10T23:03:00.000-08:00

yo yo yo..
leng luiSS leng zaiSS..
im back..
haha..

super lazy to online,
dunno why..><

maybe im too busy d lo..
busyING with all da outings..
haih..
dunno dis is good or bad..
sigh..
headacheNYA~

few more outings to go..
happy to see my frens but..
da problem is................
$ not enough..
fan arghhhh~

juz release my feelings...

2008-11-18T05:26:00.000-08:00

i know,
im not suppose to be here now..
dis is "the hardest time" for us,
upper 6es..
need hard work
and hard hard work..

not in a good mood..
no,
actually,
im moody..
chat wif xin jz nw,
feel better bt still bo mood..
really stress............

presents from min!!!

2008-10-16T06:09:00.001-07:00

haha..

finally get my presents from min darling..

hehe..^^

there are 11 paper roses in the bottle altogether..

& there is a meaning for it..

hehe..

u guys know about it???

actually im not very sure about it..

juz da gai know only lol..

the roses got different size wan o..

hehe..got 1 very big wan..^^

& 2 of the roses got words on it..

but cant really see..

need to open it out only can see lu..

but i not dare to open la..

later need ask min to "repair" again..

hahah..

the shorts is ROMP wan o..

very nice..hehe..

of coz lo..

i choose wan ma..

haha..><

today pusposely wear it to let yf & lx see..

they also say nice o..

go go go..

go buy same wan la..

haha..

thank u baby darling,

i love the presents u gave me o..

hehe..^^

and really got surprised me o..

mmm muackx~

thank u bibi..^^

ss during & after graduation!!! ><

2008-10-31T05:39:00.000-07:00

my burfday!!!

2008-10-14T06:01:00.000-07:00

if u read my previous post u will know,

my dearest friends gave me burfday cards last week..

so actually i assumed that i will not get any more things like present or card on my real BIG DAY..

today,

as u know,

is my burfday..

hehe..^^

we went midvalley to celebrate..

* we = me, feng, xin, teng, papa, mama, "kai ye", eu eu & "unsavoury"

some of us gathered at papa's house then kai ye fetch us go mv lo..

never think that they want go KENNY ROGERS (i love it)

thought they will bring me to ZANMAI coz last week feng got ask me..

but i dint answer her lol..

we meet mama, eu eu & unsavoury at kenny..

& mama bought a piece of CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE for me..

yeah!!! thank you mama..^^

we order our own set of the nice nice nice chicken..

haha..& the mocha ice blends really nice..

before the food serve,

xin suddenly ask me go toilet with her..

when we come back to kenny,

guess what?!

i saw smth placed nicely on the table..

it is my PRESENT..

wahaha..

it is a "doll" with sexy dress..

somemore they hang those message papers on it..

thay call the whole thing as a "card"..

& really,

the so called "card" is very special..

good idea guys..

haha..

i love the present..^^

after brunch,

we went for movie....*EAGLE EYE*

it is a great movie..

very gan jiong la..

sry lazy to say what is it about..

haha..

we go back home right after movie..

while we going to the car park,

we passed by a shop which sell cake..

suddenly feng ask me go see lo..

say those cake very nice..

then she SUDDENLY take out a card..

hehe.. ^^

this is the fifth card i received o..

this card is very very SPECIAL wan..

hehe..

think they want to make me think that the previous card is my last card..

haha..

really surprising lu..hehe..

thanks darling..

hehe..

omg omg..

im really really so so so so

TOUCHED today..

so HAPPY..

MY DEAR FRIENDS,

THANKS FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL BURFDAY!!!

I REALLY ENJOYED..

THANKS FOR PLANNING SO HARD TO GIVE ME SO MANY SURPRISES..

U GUYS COOL MAN..

LOVE U GUYS LOTS..

MUACKS~~

*HUGSSS*

(for boys, hugs only la..haha)

HAPPY & TOUCHED > LOW & SAD

2008-10-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

wow~

really surprsing!!!

actually this morning quite low..

thinking of MACRO & MDM YAP i feel so damn no mood..

really scared d..

she always likes to "zat" us,

somemore this time we did badly in her paper..

really can die d..

suddenly heard ey say that xin not coming to skul..

waited for feng so long,

she also absent..

scared she might be late,

purposely go skul main gate there hunt for her but failed..

quite disappointed..

haih~ lagi no mood..

go back class moodily..

when i enter our class,

suddenly heard *HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U...*

im really so shock..haha..

mood better a bit d..

but bad still..><

feng & xin come out from mini library suddenly with a chocolate cake..

i kena big shock..
i dint react,

but im really happy seeing them..

wai mun told them i wan go talk to their "err hem" (i just simply say say),

they scolded me..

i know they were just kidding,

but i already very low,

so got bu shuang them..

went toilet to answer the call of the nature..haha..

shun bian cool down..

my tears coming out..

really no mood..

thx feng darling,

thx for mao zhe yu go & buy the cute cake for me..

nice cake.. ^^

love love, muackx~

later on,

teng took out a small "box",

i know,

it is a card..

i love that card..

it is nice & special..

somemore teng 1st time make card for me leh,

really touched..

& the card is full of WORDS,

full of MESSAGES that teng wants to tell me..

haha..

but unfortunately,

that time i was still in low mood,

so dint show my happiness..

teng thought that im not happy,

but im not,

just dint show..
thx teng teng,

love ya..muackx~

get back my macro paper,

did it badly.. ><

my friends all better than me..

haih..

but i dint feel very sad..

coz it is really EXPECTED!!!

cute xin took out a card & said give me smth to make me happy..

haha..

it is a card!!!

very special card..

there is a game for me,

called "THE FRIENDSHIP QUIZ"..

not bad..haha..

after i answered all the questions correctly,

i get smth from her again..

guess what!?

that smth is the answer of the quiz.. =/

BOM!!! zha dao..haha..

but still very happy & touched..

thx xin honey,

love you..muackx~

after school my mood really so good..

very happy, very touched..

(wei dearest friends, trust me la)

request hug hug from feng, teng & xin..

haha..

yer but feng was like "har,why u want a hug?!"

haih..

but she still got hug me la..

but teng leh..haih (again)..

refuse to hug me,

only i hug her..

reject my hug in front other classmates..

QIU~

yu liao la..

chou huey teng..><

later only sms me give me flying hug..

cheh..

k lar since u made a nice card for me,

i forgive u la..

haha..

xin is the most guai wan..

hug me nicely..

so sweet~ **

haha.. ><

DEAR FRIENDS,

especially

YEE FENG *DARLING,

HUEY TENG *DEAR,

LEE XIN *HONEY..

I AM REALLY HAPPY & TOUCHED OF ALL THE THINGS THAT U GUYS DID FOR ME..

THANKS FOR GIVING ME A BIG SURPRISE!!!

U GUYS SURE PLANNED IT FOR SO LONG D..

REALLY,

THANKS A LOT BABEsss~

LOVE U GUYS LOT LOT LOTsss~

MMM MUACKX~

FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS!!!

presents!!!

2008-10-10T06:33:00.000-07:00

finally, finally & FINALLY..

i finished all the "presents" that

i want to give to my dear friends & darling..

really used lots of time

to finish these small small things..

haha..

hope they like these presents much..=)

Min's Birthday!!!

2008-10-02T08:49:00.001-07:00

today is my min baby's burfday!!!

few weeks ago thought of give him a big surrprise,

but his tuition spoilt my plan..sobs~

planned to wear my new blouse with skirt today

but my leg there got 2 big scars so,

forced to wear pants..sigh..

well,

today we just eat & shop..

didn't watch any movie..(not like usual)

coz got no movie that suitable to watch lo..qiu~

we went BBQ PLAZA for lunch..

usually we order supreme set(2 pax),

but we found that it is not so syok coz the food not that much...

so we ordered family set(3-4 pax) while only both of mus eating..

wahaha..syok!!!

the food there really nice..

& really got feel...

seems like cooking..

macam yes..haha..

eat half way,

i took out the bday card that i made for my darling..

& bluffed him that i dint buy any present for him..

we eat till really full..><

* the cover of the card is a "H", when open it,its a burfday cake inside.. ^^ *

after that we went PADINI CONCEPT STORE..

VINCCI got discount again..great!!!

saw a pair of light green high heels,not bad..

& a pair of purple high heels with special design..

think of buying either 1 of them

but ended up with nothing..

haha..

realised that we not yet take any pic,

went TAIWANESE SMALL "STALL" at ASIAN AVENUE
to eat some light food & take pic..

haha..

took pics of the chicken chop & taiwan sausage that wer ordered..

before min go back,

i took out his present..

it is a belt..

bought it at ROMP..

simple & nice belt.. ^^

today really happy can spend time with my dear..

hehe..

hope that he likes the present & the card that i gave him..

see him so happy i also very happy...

& dunno why,

me myself also very touched..

haha..weird weird wan..><

Fun Family Outing!!!

2008-09-30T21:37:00.000-07:00

wahaha..
went out with my "family" on monday..
GREAT~

think i have to introduce my family members first..
papa -> WEI HAN

mama -> ZHENG KANG
"kai ye" -> MUN KEONG
"da jie" -> YEE FENG *mrs jung

"er jie" -> HUEY TENG

"san jie" -> myself

"xiao mei" -> LEE XIN *eun eun

ok..nw STORY time!!!
we gather at papa's hse at 10:30a.m

when all "yan cai",

we depart to SUNWAY PYRAMID..

yf,ht & me in mama's car,

papa in kai ye's car..

(aiyok why papa so mm sek do wan..qiu~)

we went cinema thr buy tickets for the movie "PRINTED SKIN..
after dat,

went SUSHI KING eat some sushi for breakfast

while waiting for the movie to start..
i ate INARI & TAMAGO only..
dint eat my EBIKKO..times up..><

dis movie "PRINTED SKIN" is nice..

bt smth in it quite eww~
yucks~

oh no,and i tears..
some scenes are really touched man..
control my tears for some time

bt at last cannot tahan d..haha..

it's cheong K time!!!
fuyooh~ xin fenNYA..

sang many HIGH songs in REDBOX..

great!!!

and da song "xuan zhe" (choise)

we were totally acting all da way..

haha..

oh yea,saw pei yoong at redbox there!!!
purposely call him and ask which room he in..
haha..

xin & me 38ing go find him lol..

at last only we know wee shen they all also there..

haha..

after redbox,
we went PUCHONG..
eat our dinner at SHABU SHABU..

haha..

nice dinner..

first time eat my personal steamboat..

really SYOK la..

want go there again..><

huai nianNYA~

oh yea,

the "small couple" sit in front of us really "sha feng jing" NYA..

stupid wan lo..

keep ss there taking many photos

and "da qing ma qiao"..

yucks~
oh oh yea,

a little girl who follow her parents here very cute la..
she took pic for her mom..
and she know how to "bai pose" lo..

so cute~

after dinner,

although we dun feel like going back home (8:30p.m),we have to end our outing there..

hug with yf and mama fetch us home lo..

can see that yf really enjoyed a lot..

and really feel that she is so cute..

haha..

ssING with buddies!!!

2008-09-27T09:22:00.000-07:00

went mv for movie-la lingerie..stupid movie with lots of funny stuffs..and after movie took lots photos at gardens..fun ssING with xien,zian and corey..haha..

im back...

2008-09-27T06:04:00.000-07:00

after struggle for such a long time,
finally im back!!!
haha..

aiyok..
actually gt ntg to write oso..
nvm..
jz shuang shuang simply write..
wahaha..

went mv with xiang today..
dint watch movie..
jz eat and bought smth..
haha..
my friends those who did my true friend test
and get 80% and above,
wait for my gift yea..
bt its jz small small thing lo..
haha..

sudden low...

2008-09-20T01:01:00.000-07:00

really dunno i can get so low after do lx's test..
really dunno..
haih..
not her true friend..
such an easy question oso can get wrong..
too panic when doing da test?
guess so...
haih..
sry my honey..
i tried my best..
><

2008-09-02T00:24:00.000-07:00

My new clutch bag..!!!
hehe..
Love this bag so so much o..

When da first sight i saw it i already fall in love with it lo..
haha..

Thanks darling..
Although this bag is quite cheap after discount
but still cost quite a big amount,
and you still bought it for me..
Thanks a lot..hehe..
love u so much o..
muackz~

烦～烦得不能呼吸。。。

2008-09-01T23:56:00.000-07:00

我和她，
还是没有讲话。。。

我想，
大概是
星期五晚上
的事情导致我们，
这几天里，
一句话都没有讲吧？
是的，
一定是！
我，
想不出
其他原因。

那天
的误会。。。
让我独自伤心了很多天。。。
不知道要怎么办。。。
很迷惘，
告诉朋友，
朋友却
叫我们自己解决，
听后，
有些颓丧。。。
让我觉得朋友有些自私，
但，
她或许也有事情
要烦吧！
（看了后，请不要生气或不爽，我只是心情很不好才把自己的感受写出来吧了，对不起〕

你知不知道，
那天我并不是想隐瞒你什么，
只是，
朋友跟我说的事，
我不知道
可不可以告诉你（之前她有说这是秘密），
所以我才没告诉你，
但，
你却误会我了。。。
我不喜欢被误会的感觉，
但不懂要怎样做，
真的很烦。。。

我需要新鲜的空气。。。

tired...

2008-08-29T06:59:00.000-07:00

i dunno why..
im tearing when i view xin* honey's blog..
really hate myself now..

think i feel dat these 2 days they left out us..
and really dint talk much with them..
i super low now..
thought i ll be better..
but didnt..

i need a shoulder,
to cry out..
if not i scared i ll burst out anytime,
and cant stop tearing..
i really feel very 辛苦 now..

anyone understand my feelingsss???
i wonder...
my day is GREY...
my heart is GREY...
my world is also GREY...

i hate myself,
i cant be optimistic right now..
i really need a shoulder to rely on..
really TIRED...

My Way

人

im still alive

my valentine's

1st day of my uni

am i ok?

feelings..

gu dan

3 Days 2 Nights *family* Genting Trip

go?dun go? go!dun go!

im back

juz release my feelings...

presents from min!!!

ss during & after graduation!!! ><

my burfday!!!

HAPPY & TOUCHED > LOW & SAD

presents!!!

Min's Birthday!!!

Fun Family Outing!!!

ssING with buddies!!!

im back...

sudden low...

烦～烦得不能呼吸。。。

tired...

3 Days 2 Nights family Genting Trip