人

以前
为别人而活
为别人的喜感到快乐
为别人的怒打抱不平
为别人的哀么被不乐
为别人的乐一起欢笑

现在
只为自己活
什么事都不想再理了
喜，怒，哀，乐，
只是生命中常有的事
又何必那么在意呢?

im still alive

yes..
everyday study till so late made me tired..
made me moody..
cause every stupid things happened in skul
are annoying,
so damn fan thinking of them..

and something else as well..

dun ever talk to me..
i dun wanna listen to whatever u say..
its meaningless to me..
and dun ever ask me to help u..

my valentine's

yea my valentine's..

got no mood now..
dun wanna write abt it..

so, i think i jz post some pix ll do..

1st day of my uni

omg...
really wan pengsan d..
so so so so so so so
STRESS..

most of the students here very geng..
think im da most cha 1..
they know so many abt china..
but,
wat i know is so LIMITED..><

really mentally and physically exhausted..
need to walk all da way frm dat stupid bus stop to study place..
oh no..........

am i ok?

quite down these days....
maybe u are sick..
making me sick as well..
heart sick.......
seeing u so suffer my tears come out
uncontrollable..

feelings..

i thought i am STRONG..
i thought i wont be like dis..
i thought i wont cry so easily..
i thought i wont miss u so much..

i thought.........
i can get use to it..
when u cant company me for the whole day...

all are only wat I THOUGHT of..

the pieces of my HEART are MISSING u..
i need u right now..

gu dan

hen jiu mei you online le..
ke neng shi yin wei zhi dao ym mei you online ba..
dao zhi wo gen ben bu xiang shang wang..
gan jue shang wang hen mei yi shi..

wu lun ru he,
jin tian de wo zhong yu zai zhe..
kan le kan papa de blog,
guo ran zheng de hen emo..

lian ai bu shi jian kai xin, xing fu de shi ma?
wei he gao de zi ji jiang tui shang?
shi ar,
xian zai de wo bing bu hen kuai le..

mei you ni yi zheng tian pei wo de re zi,
wo zheng de jue de hen gu du..
wu shi wu ke dou zai xiang ni,
guo de hao ma?
chi bao le ma?
gong zuo shun li ma?
lei ma?
xiang wo ma?

zhe ji wan wo ji hu dou shi ku zhe shui zhao de..
yin wei tai xiang ni,
xin teng ni..
shi wo you zai ci ruo lei..

wu fa gao shu ni wo you duo nan shou,
yin wei....
wo bu xiang rang ni chao xin..
na yang wo hui geng xin tong de..

i miss u so much..